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November 23rd, 2008

06:45 pm
I could produce a Freudian explanation as to why I feel the way I do, but it just wouldn't do me justice. It would only explain the outside factors, the extraneous variables that kind of aggravated my behavior. It would neglect to explain that inside, perhaps I am truly dysmorphic? Deep down, who am I? Who is my base? I have no sense of who I am. I could give you lists of adjectives that describe me, but that's not my essence. I feel like other people are closer to my essence than I'll ever be. All I perceive are countless outside stimuli that poke at me like I'm some kind of specimen or some dumb expensive bird to be locked in a cage. Do I do what I do because I hate being in a cage? Or because being caged is not my nature? Does anyone follow?

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September 30th, 2008

06:50 pm
I killed a ton of brain cells, and not by smoking weed.

All that means is I can't concentrate on shit and I can't produce the kinds of words I'd like.

I have to retake the fucking SAT on Saturday. Fuckme.

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January 29th, 2008

09:41 pm
Friends only. Yes.

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October 18th, 2007

10:46 pm - adam benjamin elliot
Hi, would anyone have any animation by Adam Benjamin Elliot?  Would be much appreciated.


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October 8th, 2007

07:22 pm

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